100am

woke up. went bak to sleep. woke up again. then laid online for a while.  then i went to class. was late again! owell. then my next class n then the other. then came bak to the dorm n went online for a lil more then ED kalled me. we walked to class. did lab stuff. then came bak. we all talked a lil then TREV kalled n we played a lil vball then i went to the hookah bar wit him n some of his frenz. TEDDY n CARL were there. i had a good time. i met some new ppl. then i walked bak to my dorm. talked a lil more then watched some more QaF. n now im updating

hmmm i jus realized i didnt eat today... owell

im sick!!! nothing too bad jus some cramps. its pretty shitty! owell. classes are ok again. i forgot to do a paper for eng but he didnt collect it. after a while of classes i started to get sleepy. but i sat there n listened. ugggggg... i hate it. actually i dont mind my classes so much this semester. i better do good tho cuz i dont wanna b stupid. n i feel like i can get at least a high 3 this semester. i jus better not slack off n shit like that. its a lot of math for non math classes. but im happy about that cuz i feel like i wont do good in any other type of class even tho i feel pretty shitty about gettin a D in calc. but i like to tell myself that i got that grade cuz i didnt care for about half of that semester n by the time i started to care about my grades it was too late to bring em up. altho i did work hard on studying for the final n i think that helped me trimendously *i need to work on my spelling* i should pick up a dictionary sometimes n jus spend the time to actually find out how to spell things right. wow this part is pretty boring. sorry its about skoo n shit... uggg!!! y am i such a loser? im talkin about skoo... wtf! newayz. i really like my cuzzins frenz. they are sooooooooo nice! i wanna kikit wit them a lot more. im not sure how i fit into their group tho. im pretty much jus TREVORs cuzzin i think. but i do love CARL hes soooooo nice!!! omg! haha hed b a good fren.  well i think this is long enough now... n i gotta do yesturday. so laterz!

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226am

slept in. woke up. felt bad that i didnt go to the rec. then went to class. met BESS at the bookstore so we could get some books. then went to lunch. ate n talked. then i went bak to the dorm cuz i thot my class was over there. looked online for my class. found out it was in the cHeM building not BiO w. so i went bak over there. was late to the discussion. then after class went bak to the dorm. took a nap *haha sorry BESS i didnt start cleain the room til like 20 mins b4 u came bak hahahaha* then woke up started cleaning up the room a lil. then took a lil break for SPAGETTI NITE! haha made noodles n such. had dinner. talked. n cleaned a lil more while watching QaF. then after that. fell alseep.

spagetti, juice, filet o fish, fries, sprite, lemonade, cookie

so weve been watching qaf everynite now. its pretty good. i mean i like it. n the ppl are pretty hott. if only they were straight... ok well the one i think is hot... ooo justin! haha i wish u were straight!! lol newayz. i always miss my updates cuz we are watching that show! owell its ok. i jus update a lil later thas all. as for classes i think they are going to be hard n ima have to b good n do a lotta work n also go to class. i wish i was one of those kids that could learn the shit jus by readin. but im the type that learns best wen its being taught to me. ugg. i dont like going to class. i feel like sleepin all the time. but i make myself go. i think i coulda taken japanese this semester. iunno i think i can do a lotta things n i cant. so its probly better that i dropped the class. i kinda miss it tho. i miss home ppl. i mean dont get me wrong i love being bak in az. but like i wish i had more time. n i jus wanna kikit. i liked havin RYAN pressuring me to drink more. it was fun even tho i threw up a lot... it was still fun like good times. i jus wanna get drunk in a safe enviorment. haha aiyah i miss BKs house! those were some good ass times. JeLLosHoTs!!!!!!!!!! i gotta make those again! im good... huh? jk well then again jello is my specialty! lol!!!!!!!

im running outta random questions... =/ wuts ur fave usher song? ...can u help me

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dam im kinda late on this update! owell...

woke up. drove to nogi. found out my court date was changed. drove bak. fuked around online. went to classes. came bak. ate dinner. started to clean a lil. talked online. then tried to set up the tv n dvd player. after a while we finished that. then decided to expose me to QuEeR aS FoLK! then we talked n fell asleep

nectorine, pizza, juice

i fukin hate nOgI!!!! read my LJ for more on that! shit! classes were ok. i like em for the most part. n its not too bad walkin bak n forth to em. iunno y im so unsocial in class. i dont really wanna meet ppl but like thats one of the only ways to make frenz. i think its cuz im too scared to go up to anybody n jus talk to em. but sall good im ok wit the frenz i got. im slowly but surely cleaning my room up. its still hella messy tho cuz i have to unpack still!!! gosh this takes me forever!! as for qaf! OMG! its soooo good! ok maybe i jus like it cuz of certain parts. but its still good to me. i wanna watch more but im not 'addicted' yet! haha. but yea some of the guys r sooo hott! i didnt kno how i was gunna react to it. but it didnt weird me out at all. so thats good.

would u believe me if i sed i was a lez? ... no...

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